He is never once proud of me. I think that is why he is never happy. He never value what he have and what was given. He threw it all out of his mind, even me. He is the reason why I despise getting close to any man whom will succeed in making me feel good about myself at the end of the day. I hold a different concept in life. Whatever that I possess now, honestly, whatever keeps me happy is by making the best out of them. They might not be something I expect and really yearn for, but maybe if we sum it all up together, it can create an amazing view. Right now my view is spectacular.

On a brighter note, the best way to detach yourself from the people who deliberately trigger anger in every drop of blood that are flowing in your veins is to enjoy your whole time with someone special. Well, I am very lucky that I have someone to depend on and distract me from the crazy mess back there. Thank you A :)

Khairiya xx